I`m n0t happy t0day! Imma a pessimistic pers0n, watever I d0, I aLways think 0f the negative side...I d0 n0t haf self-c0nfidence.

Hai`z...tt`s the reas0n y...I cause myseLf t0 be unhappy...y? bc0s I`m jeal0us 0f s0me0ne...l0ve is seLfish, and I agree...

I dun deny tt I am afraid t0 l0se him...t0 an0ther gal, esp t0 his ex. I admit tt I am really afraid tt he will leave me f0r his ex 0ne day, afraid t0 hear him say his l0ve f0r her has nv die, he`s still in l0ve wif her t0 me 0ne day...

U can say I`m sentitive, say I`m paran0id...Yes i am, s0 wat?! 0ne thing is lacking in 0ur relati0nship - trust, which is an imp0rtant 'subject'. I dunn0 whether he realized, but at least this is wat I had realized.

Maybe the pr0blem lies 0n me, I d0 n0t haf c0nfidence in myself, I feel inferi0r. My h0pe t0 be *my ambiti0n* are dashed, fuck! I always d0 n0t haf the chance t0 d0 things I wan 0r interested in, I dunn0 y...I can 0nly stand at 0ne c0rner and see...and d0 things tt are n0t my interest, left wif n0 ch0ice...

I h0pe he will l0ve and care f0r me, truly and wh0leheartedly. And h0pe he will w0rk harder and be sucessful in yrs t0 c0me...be a useful man...dun let people l0ok d0wn 0n u...

Anyway, my aunt just called me, asked me whether i wanna go chinat0wn 0r n0t. Since I haf n0thing t0 d0 at hm, and n0t g0ing 0ut wif any0ne, yup...g0ing chinat0wn....................

Babuai`z...

I`m n0t happy t0day! Imma a pessimistic pers0n, watever I d0, I aLways think 0f the negative side...I d0 n0t haf self-c0nfidence.

Hai`z...tt`s the reas0n y...I cause myseLf t0 be unhappy...y? bc0s I`m jeal0us 0f s0me0ne...l0ve is seLfish, and I agree...

I dun deny tt I am afraid t0 l0se him...t0 an0ther gal, esp t0 his ex. I admit tt I am really afraid tt he will leave me f0r his ex 0ne day, afraid t0 hear him say his l0ve f0r her has nv die, he`s still in l0ve wif her t0 me 0ne day...

U can say I`m sentitive, say I`m paran0id...Yes i am, s0 wat?! 0ne thing is lacking in 0ur relati0nship - trust, which is an imp0rtant 'subject'. I dunn0 whether he realized, but at least this is wat I had realized.

Maybe the pr0blem lies 0n me, I d0 n0t haf c0nfidence in myself, I feel inferi0r. My h0pe t0 be *my ambiti0n* are dashed, fuck! I always d0 n0t haf the chance t0 d0 things I wan 0r interested in, I dunn0 y...I can 0nly stand at 0ne c0rner and see...and d0 things tt are n0t my interest, left wif n0 ch0ice...

I h0pe he will l0ve and care f0r me, truly and wh0leheartedly. And h0pe he will w0rk harder and be sucessful in yrs t0 c0me...be a useful man...dun let people l0ok d0wn 0n u...

Anyway, my aunt just called me, asked me whether i wanna go chinat0wn 0r n0t. Since I haf n0thing t0 d0 at hm, and n0t g0ing 0ut wif any0ne, yup...g0ing chinat0wn....................

Babuai`z...

With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?


For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--


How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?


-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"

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