Woo hoo~ today i went to Marina South to have steamboat, celebrate my birthday with my best friends.

But before that i had a big fight with him, all because he is sleeping and he purposely stall time and cause me to be late. And hl, sy and lia had already reached, so i hafta asked them to go ahead first and book a place, i felt so bad 'cause i'm the birthday girl(my bday is actually tomorrow) and i'm the one who organise it and in the end they hafta wait for me.

Sometimes i really think he is too much, did he treat me as his girlfriend or not? it seems like i'm nothing to him. I really hate him sometimes, we had a big fight too, on my birthday last year. I really wanted to break up with him just now, but i really hate myself too, for being soft-hearted and i'm a person who don't hold my anger for long, after a while and i'll be fine. It may be a good point some time but it may be a bad point too, if i'm not so soft-hearted, i won't be so miserable sometime and keep thinking whether or not he treat me as the most important person in his life.

I don't know...since it's my birthday, i do not want these to spoil my mood. I'll just let it past.

We are actually going to the zoo tomorrow but i'm lazy...so change to KTV instead with sy. I hope every thing will go according to plan, i do not wish to our drama to re-act again, on my birthday.

Woo hoo~ today i went to Marina South to have steamboat, celebrate my birthday with my best friends.

But before that i had a big fight with him, all because he is sleeping and he purposely stall time and cause me to be late. And hl, sy and lia had already reached, so i hafta asked them to go ahead first and book a place, i felt so bad 'cause i'm the birthday girl(my bday is actually tomorrow) and i'm the one who organise it and in the end they hafta wait for me.

Sometimes i really think he is too much, did he treat me as his girlfriend or not? it seems like i'm nothing to him. I really hate him sometimes, we had a big fight too, on my birthday last year. I really wanted to break up with him just now, but i really hate myself too, for being soft-hearted and i'm a person who don't hold my anger for long, after a while and i'll be fine. It may be a good point some time but it may be a bad point too, if i'm not so soft-hearted, i won't be so miserable sometime and keep thinking whether or not he treat me as the most important person in his life.

I don't know...since it's my birthday, i do not want these to spoil my mood. I'll just let it past.

We are actually going to the zoo tomorrow but i'm lazy...so change to KTV instead with sy. I hope every thing will go according to plan, i do not wish to our drama to re-act again, on my birthday.

With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?


For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--


How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?


-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"

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