Today is a very sad day for me ... It marks the end of our relationship ... Our 3yr 11th months relationship.

It's hard for me to take it but I have to face the facts, I have to be strong, I have to be independent ... Although it is very hard for me now but I will try to stand up once again ... I have to face the facts that he will no longer be by my side protecting me anymore. He will not call me 'Baobei' anymore. He will be there for me anymore.

I will not do anything foolish, I have promised him. It hurts but I can't do anything, love cannot be forced. He is seeing someone now. So there are no chance that we will be together again, but deep down inside my heart, I hope we will patch back someday ...

God had given me something good, but take it back from me again ... Actually, I really love him but he is so heartless to me now. But I cannot blame him as it was all my fault, my fault for not trusting him, for being too sentitive and always accuse him for things he never done.

I HATE MYELF!!!

Will we ever be together again? will we? Will the day ever come? I will be waiting ...

Today is a very sad day for me ... It marks the end of our relationship ... Our 3yr 11th months relationship.

It's hard for me to take it but I have to face the facts, I have to be strong, I have to be independent ... Although it is very hard for me now but I will try to stand up once again ... I have to face the facts that he will no longer be by my side protecting me anymore. He will not call me 'Baobei' anymore. He will be there for me anymore.

I will not do anything foolish, I have promised him. It hurts but I can't do anything, love cannot be forced. He is seeing someone now. So there are no chance that we will be together again, but deep down inside my heart, I hope we will patch back someday ...

God had given me something good, but take it back from me again ... Actually, I really love him but he is so heartless to me now. But I cannot blame him as it was all my fault, my fault for not trusting him, for being too sentitive and always accuse him for things he never done.

I HATE MYELF!!!

Will we ever be together again? will we? Will the day ever come? I will be waiting ...

With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?


For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--


How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?


-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"

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